Sunday, December 29, 2013

Losing or Lost

As I stood there see a figure going further away, my heart felt like being torn apart. We just watch until the crowd and the stone walls consume and we can see no more. I knew how I would feel it has been the same feeling every time I stand here. Even though having it done many times, the pain has not changed. Every time, I just want to close my eyes and wish I could fast forward things and I am back here but we are all on the same side walking back together.

As we are rolling down the road, three hearts in pain, trying to be as quiet as possible not to disturb anyones thoughts least some tears might burst. We are sure there is one heart as heavy as ours sitting far away getting ready for the long journey. Thoughts of confusion, is this worth, is this right but still wants to break the boundaries. Sames thoughts  goes in each ones mind, this is not fair, how long more...